Ten Years*

For most of you, today is just August 31, 2008. For me, for my family, for those who love her, it's ten years. The first few years after she died I approached this day with dread, and I couldn't help but count back the hours as if they were happening again (right about now I was getting the first call...right about now I was on my way to meet her...right about now I prayed over her body in the hospital). Every time I had to re-pack for another move and rifle through the sympathy cards and newspapers and other paper memories, every time I heard the words "car crash" and "fatality" in the same sentence, I would cry.
Time has healed a lot of that raw pain and for the most part I have moved past the tragic-ness of it. The crash, the fact that it was such an abrupt end to a life full of love and joy and youth and hopes and promise. I have finally accepted my life without her. And I cling to the things I can do, hold, remember - to still feel connected to her. Her picture is with me everywhere I go, and I know she watches over me. It’s strange… Back then, I was the older sister she looked to for guidance… I now look to my younger sister for strength and guidance.
Anyway, it all makes me laugh and cry at the same time. There's something about losing a sibling - the person who was there all your life, who could remember and commiserate or commemorate all those moments. She was my baby sister for fourteen years. I won't ever be over it. But I've learned to live with it.
I'm pausing to talk about her life and her death because although she is not here physically, she is always with us in spirit. She will always be remembered… I miss you, Sister. Deeply, terribly, painfully miss you.

32 things at 32.

As the craziness of the new school year is just winding down for me, I wanted to stop in and let you know we're still alive and well. Just been SUPER busy. A quick post for some fun... Play along.

1.Where is your cell phone? In the kitchen... off. (because Yona does not rule when it comes to reception)
2. Your significant other? Working... an everyday hero
3. Your hair? Shorter than last week.
4. Your mother? On a mini vacay.
5. Your father? The best.
6. Your favorite thing? Fun.
7. Your dream last night? Nada.
8. Your favorite drink? Ice cold water (with lemon)
9. Your dream/goal? Ph.D
10. The room you're in? bedroom
11. Your hobby? creativity
12. Your fear? failure
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Accomplished
14. Where were you last night? Asleep
15. What you're not? high-maintenance
16. Muffins? carb-a-licious
17. One of your wish list items? scrap table
18. Where you grew up? Umatac
19. What are you wearing? pjs
20. Your pets? Cuties. Sophie + Duke
21. Your computer? HP
22. Your life? Complete
23. Your mood? relaxed
25. Your car? clean
26. Something you're not wearing? makeup
27. Favorite online store? Two Peas
28. Your summer? interesting
29. Like someone? yep
30. Your favorite color? black
31. When is the last time you laughed? today
32. Last time you cried? Thursday

wordle*

Just playing with fun little website. Rested and rejuvenated from the PI vaca. I'll post some cute pics soon.

Time Flies*

Wow! It seems like ages. Life in the Rosete household seems to fly by. I've been attending a leadership academy this past week+. Jimmy has been working + working + working. Nyah is having a blast this summer just hanging out.

We have all been consumed by preparation for Riley's first birthday party. (Pictures coming soon!) The candy land was PERFECT for such a sweet baby. Now I'm off to bake cute cookie favors for another 1st birthday party. I'll {try} to remember pictures, but I must say I'm usually in a ruch to get them all packaged and to their destination ON TIME.

And at last, our vacation will soon be here. We're off on a short family vaca... Shopping and FUN here we come! {Can't wait!}

Happy Anniversary

Two years ago today I married my soulmate, and we became family. Lucky me.

Happy Father's Day

...to the best daddy a little girl could ask for. Seriously. Look at the two of them... the fruit doesn't fall far from the tree. He really is the best dad ever. Nyah can prove it too! Ask her... she'll tell you.

and to my dad... the best dad in the whole world! I love you.

Happy Father's Day to all the fathers who make this world a great place for children. {Most especially my brother}

My Creations*

I've been super busy...CRAFTING!!! I love having time to make things. Jimmy knows I've been up to something. When he calls from work (hee hee... he still has to work. I love being a teacher =) and asks what I'm doing, I tell him baking...but he has no idea I'm baking these:

Delicious cupcakes, doughnuts and lollipops ... Zero calories. This is my latest craft. Polymer clay treats. Nyah enjoys making them too.

Newsflash! My anniversary is this weekend. It's been two years already. Time really flies! So... I've been stressing over what to get my handsome hubby and I still have no clue. The traditional gift for a 2nd anniversary is cotton... I was thinking socks maybe? Maybe not. I'm sure I'll think of something... I always do. I have finished this little project that I'm sure he'll just love. A tin full of love chips... quotes, sayings and funny memories of the last two years.

I was also able to scrapbook a couple of pages for a new friends album too. It's not quite done, but it's coming along. Take a look:

It's a few old cds held together by a binder ring that I turned into an album. I'm hoping to get it done by tonight. So, off I go. Wish me luck!